hei..
tdy is sat.. 1 whole day i was resting at hme. eat, watch tv, chit chat with my mom and my sis, study sve, perform my prayers, sleep and play comp.. nothing else.. quite bored.. nothing much to say..
after perform magrib prayers, sat down with my family berzikir.. when i was berzikir, i remember d moments that we had together happy sms ing, smile here smile there alone like crazy person.. cn say d happiness that i really wanted was not last.. it appears last yr but nw i think it does not exist anymore.. quite sad..
mybe it is a test frm allah?? hmm..
i just go with d flow.. i dont want to stress abt this.. exam is cmg so it is better for me to prepare myself for my exam.. i dont want bcs of this my study will be affected..
i dont want to be sad2 anymore.. i want to be happy like others.. i hve my family and my friends that are always by my side.. tnx everyone.. my best buddy always cheer me up and gve some advice..tnx buddy.. U ARE D BEST!! she gve this advice that i always remember " dont find happiness..let happiness find u".. nw what i am finding nw is my old me that are always happy with her life and no regret of who i am. i am grateful of what i hve and what ALLAH gve..

whenever i feel dwn, i remember this sentence:
Jikalau org tk suka tk apa, tuhan masih menyayangi mu.. ( if smeone dont like u, its ok. allah still loves u )

so ya.. till here then..
toodles :)

everytime i perform my prayers, i always ask allah where is d old him that always mke my day bright??
why d happiness that i wanted was not last?? till nw i didn't get d ans..
mybe i hve to be more patient and always berdoa..
i knw that one day i will get d ans..