nw i realised he totally change and i think d old him is not exist anymore.
kluh wateva it is, i am happy with my own life..
frm now onwards, i try my best to build my own life with skool, family and frenz..
i just had enough with all d nonsense, d pain that i felt and cries just bcs of this crap. d pain makes my life ruin and it was a disaster and i waste a lot of tears. i was almost gve up in anythg that i love to do.. that time i was totally stupid. nw i realized that i fail in love..i gve up with d love crap thing and i want to start a new life without loving someone special.. treat everybody as a fren.. i knw its very hard to forget smeone special n i knw that slowly i cn forget him..
i want my old me bck.. really miss her a lot..