Thursday, April 29, 2010
hei there.. tdy after skool went to pasir ris park with radin.. enjoy the scene and rest my mind.. tnx babe for :
- accompany me
- support me
- cheer me up
* also tnx to yumie that mke me laugh alot in skool..
i cant live without u girls.. tnk u so much.. only the god knws hw i feel nw..
without u girls, idk what happen to me..
nw i feel much relax and no more stress
till here then..
toodles :D
gdnite everyone
I TRY MY VERY BEST TO FORGET HIM.. *winks*
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Should i forget him or not ??
Should i ?? should i not??
should i ?? should i not??
should i or should i not??
forget him or not??
HELP ME !!
im confused
im unable to think abt it anymore
i cant tke it anymore
its killing me
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
grr.. sometimes i cn get frustrated with all these things that always play in my head.. i cant stop thinking of him.. oh god PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!
Monday, April 26, 2010
i want him
i want him
i want him !!
oh god.. help me in this situation.. my brain is not working and my heart is restless rite nw..
i don knw what else i want to do in order to get him..
i knw he don hve any feeling for me..
nw i realize that the "love " feeling is passing each other..
when that feeling is stick each other as one ??
Sunday, April 25, 2010
its too late for me to regret myself.. i wish if i could turn back the time.. i should deserve it.i lose smethg but not everythg. oh god.. help me in this situation.. i cant help myself anymore..
why do i love someone who doesn't love me in return?
why do i cry over someone who didnt hurt me?
why do i always think about him, if he never thought about me?
why do i always wait for him, if he have never waited for me?
why do i see him but he doesnt see me?
TELL ME WHY
Saturday, April 24, 2010
1 wk in skool.. study study study..
YESTERDAY
- had a mtg in d lib with all d exco but d publicity team didnt turn up.
- d last day for emily to work in the lib.. quite sad
- all d exco including jacq n cai feng write wishes for emily
- she gve us tidbits.. yahhuuu.. tnx emily :D
- had dinner with d exco, mr lee and emily @ expo.. mr lee blanja drinks.. tnx mr lee :)
- took a grp photo and
- hme swt hme
TODAY
- waiting for the time strike 1pm
- will meet yumie at ys mrt
- head at bus interchg n took 857
- can't wait to meet safa as it was been ages i didnt see her..
so bloggie.. till here then.. bubbye.. :D
Sunday, April 18, 2010
haiz.. ystd i was totally shocked to hear that my favourite singer, achik spin had passed away ystd. i just can't imagine and it seems that it was so fast that he had left in this world.. quite sad and feel wanna cry but i hold my tears.. only god knw hw sad it is.. i listen to his song that sang with siti nordiana (nana).. mybe god loves him so much .. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh swt dn ditempatkan org-org yg beriman.. al-fatihah
Friday, April 16, 2010
tues - one whole day @ cca booth
wed - one whole day in the lib conduct a lib talk
thurs - 9-11 hve lib talk
tdy - went to skool for 3 hrs after that ate lunch then hme swt hme
probably just cme bck frm skool.. ok lah.. ntg much to update.. quite tiring..
it seems that i need to knw what i had miss my lesson for the past 2 and a half days..
toodles :D
Monday, April 12, 2010
tdy is the first term of yr 2.. skool just open and we straight away study.. aiyo.. quite stressful
yr 2 is a crucial yr for us to buck up our studies bcs this is a challenging yr that we need to sacrifice.i cant think of anythg for the next 2-3 months even though ca1 is ard a corner.
tmrw, wed n thurs is a big day for us.. hpefully everythg go smoothly.. insyallah. amin.
okae readers.. quite sleepy and tired rite nw.. gdnite :)
Saturday, April 10, 2010
till now i cn feel d pain.. haiya. so hard to do work if like this..
yesterday was d same..
- reach skool at 11am
- watch video. after that went in to my manager room with irene
- time strike 1200pm and we ate lunch with ivonne, irene, daniel and javier
- almost 1pm and we head to the lib again to rehearse for the cca orientation
- nearly 4pm and we went to the processing room to continue our job..
- at 6pm, we went bck hme..
tdy nothing much.. one whole day rest at hme..
oh mann.. tmrw is d last day i enjoy my holiday.. haiya.. i have not prepare anythg for my skool.. why so fast ?? haiz..
Thursday, April 8, 2010
- reach skool at 1130 am
- put the calendar that my teacher gave me in my bag suddenly i accidentally cut my finger.. damn.. it was so painful.. Ouch!
- took out new bks frm 6 cartons and check
- ate lunch with ivonne, irene and nata @ cafe 1
-went bck to d lib again to continue our job.. actually tdy hve reherasal but in d end no new ones turn up so we decided to continue our endless job.
- do tagging till 4+
- i arranging d bks that hve been wrapped while d rest do d processing of new bks
- time strike 5.30 pm and hme swt hme..
DAMN TIRED SIA..
so hardworking
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
They say I'm strong,
i never fear everything..
but no one knows that someone hurts me..
i seldom show the tears,
i'll just lock my door,
dive on my bed,
and silently i cry
yesterday went to tamp and meet up with farhana and thomas.. while waiting for yumie and mas, we sat dwn one of d mcD.. while waiting, we chit chat for awhile as this is the first time i met my friends' friend.. easy to say i had made 2 NEW FRIEND..WUHUU..
- abt 3+, yumie cme and abt 15 mins later mas came.. in d first place i thought we just walk ard at tamp..suprisingly they say "lets go to Bugis and eat at pastamania".. i was like "huh!!?? serious meh?? ".. it was unexpected that we go bugis.. wat are we waiting for ?? jalan uh..
- took train to bugis
- reach bugis, we go makan @ pastamania.. it was d first time i ate at pastamania.. we shared money and we order a pizza and chips..
- after ate, we go to bugis street and iluma bugis.
-after that, went bck to bugis street again as farhana wanna buy bag as for yumie, she bought an ice-cream.. d seller's tricks was hilarious.. i was laughing like hell. damn funny sia..
- sat one corner near 7-11 and tke a pic while waiting for her ice-cream to finish.
- time strike 6.30, we went bck hme..
overall the outing was fantastic, fun and laughing all d way.. HAHA.. i enjoy myself and hpefully will go another outing with them again..
Monday, April 5, 2010
- reach skool at 11pm
- lunch with jacq, cai feng, irene and ivonne at cafe 1
- went to spore poly
- took train and went to jurong point
- lepak at delifrance as jacq or cai feng, either one of them or both of them blanja us.. tnx for d treat :D
- took neoprint
- lepak at LJS and we chit chat
- took train with them and hme swt hme.. fulamak frm joo koon till lakeside, we were talking and laughing so loud like our train like that HAHA..
Wateva it is i hve fun n enjoy myself for tdy's outing
**thumbs up**
Sunday, April 4, 2010
tdy nothing much.. stay @ hme
- perform prayers
- eat
- watch tv
- slack
- play comp
- blog..
Bubyye..
Saturday, April 3, 2010
heiya.. yesterday was a mixed of feeling..
sad + happy + fun = YESTERDAY
yesterday was d day i met my dear old fren, Nuriah for d last time.. quite sad to hear that..
firstly
- met atiqah and haziqah at tamp mrt.
- went to tamp 1 and bought so called a pillow with a pic of winnie d pooh at mickey mouse shop and a card at times i think..
- sat one corner and write in d card
- took train to changi
- took skytrain to T1
- and we met Nuriah..
i met her, i hugged her very tight.. time strike 4.30, she gonna depart.. we walk slowly with her family and sec frenz..
we reached d departure place n i hug her for d last time.. when she hug her mom, her aunty n her brother, i was so touched and i hold my tears.. my expression was not crying but my heart is crying.. i cn see her sis cried is like it is very hard to leave her family..
the time passed very fast and i couldn't imagine that she is leaving us.. why i could not accept the fact that she is not in spore anymore ?? haiz .. i wonder when we cn meet her again??
Thursday, April 1, 2010
i want to be remembered as the girl who smiles
even though her heart is broken
And the one who can always brighten up your day
even if she couldn't brighten her own
tdy in d morning went to the market nearby with my mom to buy groceries.. then switch on d comp, blog and fcebk after that perform prayers, eat, watch tv. thats all i wanna say.. cant wait for tmrw.. happy and sad.. if u wanna knw more abt tmrw, will update again.. toodles :D
