About Me

2010-06-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

HEllo peeps and readers
long time nvr update..
quite a very very very very long time.. as u knw i was SOOO freaking bz with my lib n outing with my all my gf and exco bro n sis.. GEREK TO THE MAX :d
so hw are u ?? fine? gd? bad?
for me, its gd as usual..
anw as for TODAY WAS sooooo BORING!!!!!
haiz.. haiyo.. idk what cmes next ?????
hmm mybe its the time to knw what we will be discussing later ??
good ??? OR bAD ????
Oh anw cant wait to meet my exco sis hoho.. what goes ard cmes ard..
hmm sounds familiar isnt it?? as for tmrw hve lib mtg with all librarians..hmm i wonderhw many people will be cmg tmrw?? oh ya.. cant wait to taste hui wen's puding.. quite shock to hear that she want to mke that for us.. im so touched... i cn see her sacrification doing this just for us.. ok lor till here then.. hmm i wonder when i will be updating again.. haha hehe hoho :D

anw nw still unable to forget him.. haiz.. missing him is killing me man.. idk whether i must forgt him or nt

2010-05-30T10:53:00.002+08:00

last fri, hve FUN FUN FUN FUN + AMAZING. went out with my gf while celebrating their bdae.. hang out @ somerset and orchard.. dinner @ mcD and took neoprint.. after that hme swt hme.. reach doorstep at 10.30 PM..

2010-05-23T15:51:00.001+08:00

I JUST WANNA SAY

THAT

I LOVE MY NEW HAIRCUT

2010-05-16T14:55:00.004+08:00

Currently @ hme study managing n finance as this wk im hvg ca1 for this topic. Able to catch up bt smetime i blur2. Must see note in order for me nt to mke a mistake. This mth is my ca1 exam so ya. No joke ard haiz. Quite worried if im unable to do without my precious note. Oh gosh.. For nw thats it.

Last time i tell myself that no fall in luv again bt in the end, im in luv again. Oh mann!! Damn! That time i met up with my old frenz n my ex too. When i saw him, omg.seriously i said, he change alot n he mke me in luv with him again.. He proved his words n i cn see that. I wish i cn turn bck d time bt its too late. Nw its d time for me to wait for a miracle to happen. Hpe he cme bck to me again.amin. If it is meant to be, it will happen. Almost 3 wks?? i didnt see him. Miss him so much. Only allah knws my heart rite nw..kluh till here then readers.. :-)

2010-05-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

2010-05-10T17:20:00.001+08:00

Sorie for d late update. My internet gt prblm haiz bt LUCKILY i explore my phone n guess what??
I cn serve net.wuhuu..Currently wanna get out frm skool haha.. Lesson ends YEAY :-)..
One whole dae in sch had taxation n advance accounting for 7hr? Wow.so damn hardwrkg..
Till here then, readers :-)

2010-05-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

heeiyaa..tdy ntg much.. study and blog.. aiya tmrw skool.. so budget.. my sis so lucky tmrw no skool.. haiz..

2010-05-01T14:58:00.004+08:00

as the days pass by, i am strong enough to continue my journey to the next level. even though my heart is still broken into pieces, i tell myself that "do not break ur future bcs of heart broken".. there are alot of things to do that are waiting for me to do and achieve it. i think i can't get him anymore. its too late.. thats all i cn say.. no words .. anw yst, i do a presentation with new members and existing ones. quite nervous but i just gve it a shot and alhamdulillah, i able to speak well even though my pronounciation was wrong here and there.. ok lah.. toodles :D

2010-04-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

hei there.. tdy after skool went to pasir ris park with radin.. enjoy the scene and rest my mind.. tnx babe for :

- accompany me

- support me

- cheer me up

* also tnx to yumie that mke me laugh alot in skool..

i cant live without u girls.. tnk u so much.. only the god knws hw i feel nw..

without u girls, idk what happen to me..

nw i feel much relax and no more stress

till here then..

toodles :D

gdnite everyone

I TRY MY VERY BEST TO FORGET HIM.. *winks*

2010-04-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

Should i forget him or not ??

Should i ?? should i not??

should i ?? should i not??

should i or should i not??
forget him or not??

HELP ME !!

im confused

im unable to think abt it anymore

i cant tke it anymore

its killing me

2010-04-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

grr.. sometimes i cn get frustrated with all these things that always play in my head.. i cant stop thinking of him.. oh god PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!

2010-04-26T07:49:00.003+08:00

i want him

i want him !!

oh god.. help me in this situation.. my brain is not working and my heart is restless rite nw..

i don knw what else i want to do in order to get him..

i knw he don hve any feeling for me..

nw i realize that the "love " feeling is passing each other..

when that feeling is stick each other as one ??

2010-04-25T20:30:00.001+08:00

I SHOULD DESERVE IT

2010-04-25T20:18:00.003+08:00

its too late for me to regret myself.. i wish if i could turn back the time.. i should deserve it.i lose smethg but not everythg. oh god.. help me in this situation.. i cant help myself anymore..

why do i love someone who doesn't love me in return?
why do i cry over someone who didnt hurt me?
why do i always think about him, if he never thought about me?
why do i always wait for him, if he have never waited for me?
why do i see him but he doesnt see me?
TELL ME WHY

2010-04-24T09:28:00.004+08:00

1 wk in skool.. study study study..

YESTERDAY

- had a mtg in d lib with all d exco but d publicity team didnt turn up.

- d last day for emily to work in the lib.. quite sad

- all d exco including jacq n cai feng write wishes for emily

- she gve us tidbits.. yahhuuu.. tnx emily :D

- had dinner with d exco, mr lee and emily @ expo.. mr lee blanja drinks.. tnx mr lee :)

- took a grp photo and

- hme swt hme

TODAY

- waiting for the time strike 1pm

- will meet yumie at ys mrt

- head at bus interchg n took 857

- can't wait to meet safa as it was been ages i didnt see her..

so bloggie.. till here then.. bubbye.. :D

2010-04-18T06:19:00.002+08:00

haiz.. ystd i was totally shocked to hear that my favourite singer, achik spin had passed away ystd. i just can't imagine and it seems that it was so fast that he had left in this world.. quite sad and feel wanna cry but i hold my tears.. only god knw hw sad it is.. i listen to his song that sang with siti nordiana (nana).. mybe god loves him so much .. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh swt dn ditempatkan org-org yg beriman.. al-fatihah

2010-04-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

tues - one whole day @ cca booth
wed - one whole day in the lib conduct a lib talk
thurs - 9-11 hve lib talk
tdy - went to skool for 3 hrs after that ate lunch then hme swt hme
probably just cme bck frm skool.. ok lah.. ntg much to update.. quite tiring..

it seems that i need to knw what i had miss my lesson for the past 2 and a half days..

toodles :D

2010-04-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

tdy is the first term of yr 2.. skool just open and we straight away study.. aiyo.. quite stressful
yr 2 is a crucial yr for us to buck up our studies bcs this is a challenging yr that we need to sacrifice.i cant think of anythg for the next 2-3 months even though ca1 is ard a corner.
tmrw, wed n thurs is a big day for us.. hpefully everythg go smoothly.. insyallah. amin.
okae readers.. quite sleepy and tired rite nw.. gdnite :)

2010-04-10T11:39:00.002+08:00

till now i cn feel d pain.. haiya. so hard to do work if like this..

yesterday was d same..

- reach skool at 11am
- watch video. after that went in to my manager room with irene
- time strike 1200pm and we ate lunch with ivonne, irene, daniel and javier
- almost 1pm and we head to the lib again to rehearse for the cca orientation
- nearly 4pm and we went to the processing room to continue our job..
- at 6pm, we went bck hme..

tdy nothing much.. one whole day rest at hme..
oh mann.. tmrw is d last day i enjoy my holiday.. haiya.. i have not prepare anythg for my skool.. why so fast ?? haiz..

2010-04-08T20:40:00.003+08:00

- reach skool at 1130 am

- put the calendar that my teacher gave me in my bag suddenly i accidentally cut my finger.. damn.. it was so painful.. Ouch!

- took out new bks frm 6 cartons and check

- ate lunch with ivonne, irene and nata @ cafe 1

-went bck to d lib again to continue our job.. actually tdy hve reherasal but in d end no new ones turn up so we decided to continue our endless job.

- do tagging till 4+

- i arranging d bks that hve been wrapped while d rest do d processing of new bks

- time strike 5.30 pm and hme swt hme..

DAMN TIRED SIA..

in d processing room where we spend most of d time
this is how busy we are when the new bks had arrived

so hardworking

2010-04-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

They say I'm strong,

i never fear everything..

but no one knows that someone hurts me..

i seldom show the tears,

i'll just lock my door,

dive on my bed,

and silently i cry

2010-04-07T11:25:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to tamp and meet up with farhana and thomas.. while waiting for yumie and mas, we sat dwn one of d mcD.. while waiting, we chit chat for awhile as this is the first time i met my friends' friend.. easy to say i had made 2 NEW FRIEND..WUHUU..

- abt 3+, yumie cme and abt 15 mins later mas came.. in d first place i thought we just walk ard at tamp..suprisingly they say "lets go to Bugis and eat at pastamania".. i was like "huh!!?? serious meh?? ".. it was unexpected that we go bugis.. wat are we waiting for ?? jalan uh..

- took train to bugis

- reach bugis, we go makan @ pastamania.. it was d first time i ate at pastamania.. we shared money and we order a pizza and chips..

- after ate, we go to bugis street and iluma bugis.

-after that, went bck to bugis street again as farhana wanna buy bag as for yumie, she bought an ice-cream.. d seller's tricks was hilarious.. i was laughing like hell. damn funny sia..

- sat one corner near 7-11 and tke a pic while waiting for her ice-cream to finish.

- time strike 6.30, we went bck hme..

overall the outing was fantastic, fun and laughing all d way.. HAHA.. i enjoy myself and hpefully will go another outing with them again..

2010-04-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

- reach skool at 11pm

- lunch with jacq, cai feng, irene and ivonne at cafe 1

- went to spore poly

- took train and went to jurong point

- lepak at delifrance as jacq or cai feng, either one of them or both of them blanja us.. tnx for d treat :D

- took neoprint

- lepak at LJS and we chit chat

- took train with them and hme swt hme.. fulamak frm joo koon till lakeside, we were talking and laughing so loud like our train like that HAHA..

Wateva it is i hve fun n enjoy myself for tdy's outing

**thumbs up**

2010-04-04T12:53:00.003+08:00

tdy nothing much.. stay @ hme

- perform prayers

- eat

- watch tv

- slack

- play comp

- blog..

Bubyye..

2010-04-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

heiya.. yesterday was a mixed of feeling..
sad + happy + fun = YESTERDAY

yesterday was d day i met my dear old fren, Nuriah for d last time.. quite sad to hear that..

firstly
- met atiqah and haziqah at tamp mrt.
- went to tamp 1 and bought so called a pillow with a pic of winnie d pooh at mickey mouse shop and a card at times i think..
- sat one corner and write in d card
- took train to changi
- took skytrain to T1
- and we met Nuriah..
i met her, i hugged her very tight.. time strike 4.30, she gonna depart.. we walk slowly with her family and sec frenz..
we reached d departure place n i hug her for d last time.. when she hug her mom, her aunty n her brother, i was so touched and i hold my tears.. my expression was not crying but my heart is crying.. i cn see her sis cried is like it is very hard to leave her family..

the time passed very fast and i couldn't imagine that she is leaving us.. why i could not accept the fact that she is not in spore anymore ?? haiz .. i wonder when we cn meet her again??

2010-04-01T18:41:00.003+08:00

i want to be remembered as the girl who smiles

even though her heart is broken

And the one who can always brighten up your day

even if she couldn't brighten her own

2010-04-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

tdy in d morning went to the market nearby with my mom to buy groceries.. then switch on d comp, blog and fcebk after that perform prayers, eat, watch tv. thats all i wanna say.. cant wait for tmrw.. happy and sad.. if u wanna knw more abt tmrw, will update again.. toodles :D

2010-03-31T11:06:00.003+08:00

tdy is my result.. i was so shocked and it is not my expectation..
i felt :

- sad :(
- dissapointed :(
- regret :(

i drop 0.5 for my gpa.. i worried that it will become worse for the next yr .. regret nw also no use. cry till bleeding also no use.. it will nvr change my grades.. mybe i lack of study and focus more on library..
nxt time i need to wrk extra hard to gain my grades.. hpefully this yr result is to my satisfaction.. amin..

2010-03-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

currently in skool library do wrapping while play games and do blog haha.. still got time to play ar.. at 1pm, go lunch.. i feel hungry rite nw.. ntg to say much..

oh MAN!!! 2 more days left to my result.. i wonder how it looks like.. hmmm

okae readers.. will update again..

so sad that on d 2nd april, one of my fren will stay at oversea i think.. so fast she wanna go.. haiz..

2010-03-28T19:14:00.001+08:00

just nw in d evening went out with my parents to buy things behind ys interchange. after that went to watson then hme swt hme..

2010-03-27T12:31:00.002+08:00

cant wait for mon bcs i cn see jacq and cai feng.. YIPPEE!!! cant wait to see them again.. MISS THEM ALOT..

2010-03-27T11:52:00.002+08:00

tdy nothing much.. 1 whole day at hme rest.. my body is aching here and there, lazy to go out and got so many things to settle.. jialat man..

okae readers. just wanna tell u that i LOVE this song VERY MUCH.. tnx to d camera adevrtisement and jacq..

INNOCENCE

Waking up i see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down i look around and i am so amazed
i think about the little things that make life great

i wouldn't change a thing about it
this is the best feeling

this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect, please don't go away
i need you now
and i'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

i found a place so safe, not a single tear
the first time in my life and now it's so clear
feel calm i belong, im so happy here
it's so strong and now i let myself be sincere

i wouldn't change a thing about it
this is the best feeling

this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect, please don't go away
i need you now
and i'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

it's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
it's the happiness inside that you're feeling
it's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
it's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

this innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
this innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'cause i need you now
and i'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

this innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
this moment is perfect, please don't go away
i need you now, it makes me want to cry
and i'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

2010-03-26T20:12:00.003+08:00

- 9.30 reach skool's lib and straight away went in d training room to do ppt

- 12pm went lunch with ivonne, irene and nata. ate chicken briyani

- 1pm be ready for the meeting

- 2.30pm meeting started

- 4.30pm celebrate march babies

-5.30pm hme swt hme

2010-03-25T19:18:00.002+08:00

tdy list :

- 10.45am reach skool's lib and start work

- 1pm lunch

- 1.30pm went bck to d lib again to continue

- 6pm went hme

- 7.15pm reach my doorstep

2010-03-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

in d morning went to skool library

- 12pm : ate lunch at cafe 1 with ivonne, irene, tracy, serene and emily. after that nata came n join us

- 1pm : prepare for d exco mtg

- ard 2.30pm : meeting ends and hve a bit of discussion with ivonne n bla bla bla

- 4+ pm : do d processing of new bks

- 6pm : hme swt hme

2010-03-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

currently spent time with my new blog skin..edit here and there and here we are.. I AM SOO HAPPY WITH MY NEWEST blog..tnks alot to my sis who had helped me all this while.. tnx sis :D

2010-03-23T17:36:00.011+08:00

as d days pass by, i feel i want to patch him bck but since he is not d old him and he want smethg which i hate d most..THINK TWICE !!!!

i think its d best for me to forget him and start a brand new green leaf and guess what?? i saw this person that carried a parrot which i saw him in d zoo yesterday. omg.. he is so cute with his spectacle and quite handsome too hahakz.. d first time i saw him, my heart melt like a cheese in d hot pan.. when i saw him, i just stare at him without a blink on my eyes and i accidentally smile at him bcs i was smiling when jacq and cai feng mke jokes infront of me.. haha what a heaven hahakz.. kk whateva it is, im glad to be single :)

k then
tke cre readers..

2010-03-22T23:44:00.007+08:00

today is Monday and we go SPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN

- met jacq and cai feng @ tamp interchange to buy some snacks for d outing

- time strike 11 am and we head to LJS to eat our lunch

- as d time strike 12pm, we took taxi as we need to reach skool before 12.15 but i didnt cme out any cents hahakz.. tnk u sis :D

- reach skool, straight away go to library for awhile and guess what ?? i need to INTERVIEW sia.. oh gosh.. i was didnt prepare anythg and suddenly need to interview.. aiya.wanna run away but cannot so ya..just interview lor with mr ismail's CAMERA. use camera sme more..

- after that, wait n wait n wait for d teacher ic to cme, we sat on d sofa and lepak.

- few mins later, d teacher ic cme and we head to event hall where we need to gather

- collect refundable, mark attendance, relek one corner n wait, wait n wait till i don knw whom we are waiting for and at last, we can board d bus

- reach zoo, we need to wait another 2 grp to cme as we are d grp 1.

- then we head to auditorium . listen to d presentation bla bla bla

- we went to the room which is d exhibition, hospital and dead animal room

- after jalan-jalan, we 3 walk walk ard d zoo to see d animal as well as tke a pic of it.

- plan wanna go and see lion but d time is totally short, so we decided to go nearby only.. aiya so sad but nvm still hve a chance to go but don knw when hahakz..

so this is d pic that i had captured so far

was taken in the auditorium

the first pic was taken outside the hospital
the rest of d pic was taken in the exhibition

sorie if d pic is abit messy..

2010-03-21T12:34:00.002+08:00

just nw watch 3 video frm jacq.. it was damn funny.. i love it.. i was laughing non-stop.. hahahaha.. omg
i didnt knw that d video mkes me entertain.. tnx jacq :)
if i cn recall bck, that was d funniest video i ever seen.. i love d first 2 video..
i LAUGH N LAUGH N LAUGH N LAUGH N LAUGH.. till my sis watch d video, she also laugh haha..

out of 100, i rate this 100 .. *thumbs up*

2010-03-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

- Met cai feng at ys platform

- went together and met jacq, irene, ivonne n boon siong at somerset

- ate lunch at KFC

- went to k box to sing song

i sang bad romance, , elegi sepi, my heart, what about nw and russian roulette.

- lepak at a small playground located at level 9, i think haha

- took pic and play true and dare while waiting for serene to join us

- after serene reach ready, d time strike 8pm.

- we ate dinner at KFC again..

yesterday was a ZINGER BURGER MEAL DAY hahahakz.. u knw why ??

bcs lunch and dinner, i ate the same meal haha :)

a small caption frm d area which we lepak..

2010-03-20T20:23:00.003+08:00

THURSDAY

- went to changi with my family to attend a ceremony

- took bus 858 and alight at terminal 2

- after d ceremony, we had a refreshment

- after that, hme swt hme

a small caption frm d refreshment :

ate mee hoon with fish ball and small pizza ( which is nt in d pic bcs i ate it already haha)

2010-03-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

WEDNESDAY

- met cai feng in d train itself and went to the cineleisure

- met jacq at somerset platform

- ate lunch at KFC

- we 3 took neoprint together (jacq and cai feng treat me :D) tnk u so much sis

- bought movie ticket

- d time strike 2.50 pm, we went inside d cinema and watch DEAR JOHN

- after cinema, we jalan-jalan at 313

- hme swt hme

2010-03-20T12:40:00.014+08:00

hie hie hie.. sorie long time didnt update.. okae readers.. nw im going to tell u a story frm tues till fri + Saturday

TUESDAY

- in d morning went to skool library for awhile

- in d afternoon after i had lunch with cai feng and nata at skool, i went bck hme
- in d evening, went to Northpoint to meet qaiyuum, ariff and doan
- had a dinner with them at seoul garden

this is d pic that was taken by ME and MYSELF :

2010-03-16T09:45:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE SO FAST CHANGE

2010-03-16T09:38:00.002+08:00

currently in skool library doing wrk. yeay tdy is my 4t2 gathering.. wuuhuu.. cant wait..

hmm that's all i cn say.. ntg much here..

2010-03-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday
stay at hme till evening.. after perform my maghrib prayers, dress-up and went to my cousin's wedding preparation.. reach wdland ard 8+ ?? forget ready mah haha.. lepak there, eat, drink, daydreaming till 10pm..took 169 frm that bus stop to another bus stop nearby my hse.. perform isyak prayers and say HELLO TO DREAM LAND. :)

tdy
is my cousin big day which is his wedding day.. woke up at 10+, bathe, eat then dress-up.. ard 1+ pm we reach his wedding place, salam all my aunties and uncles, stand there like a doll for 5 mins.. tke a food and find a place to seat. sat there, ate and rest for awhile.. find a best parking to lepak as d weather was quite warm.. all of a sudden, d rains pours and it was quite pity for my cousin as of hw to walk with his beloved wife with their nice clothes..hmm..whateva it is, i enjoy myself with a joke frm my aunties, uncles and my cousins.. HAHA..
it was awesome.. *thumbs up*
waited for 20 mins ?? suddenly i heard *kpak bing bing..kpak bing bing..kpak bing bing..kpak bimg bing..* at last a couple came.. when i see d couple..OMG his wife was VERY PRETTY and SWEET :)..
"cuzzie, u chose a perfect one" :D
da di du di da la la la la la ..... cut short

at 5pm, my mom packed a left over food for my dear family to eat, tapau here tapau there HAHA.. she knw that i like to tapau so much :D.. tnx mom.. at 5.45 pm?? gather with all my cousins, aunties and uncles as my aunty (groom's mom) had a small speech and berdoa.. at 6pm, hme sweet hme..

TO MY COUSIN :
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ABG ASRI DAN KAK HAJAR. SEMOGA BERKEKALAN HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT

congratz to both of u.. hpefully ur marriage will last forever and had a great, cute kids :)

ok readers..
till here then
will update again :)

toodles

2010-03-13T12:53:00.005+08:00

seriously i say why am i SO stupid fall in love with that guy which he exactly dont have any feelings towards me??
why am i sooo stupid ??
why am i soo damn stupid ??

- cry
- no mood
just bcs of who?? BCS OF HIM

waste my tears and time just bcs of that silly things.. omg..
luckily i realized b4 its too late..

alhamdulilah and thank god for awaked me up and realized the true fact..
i had read of what i just read and it realize me of smethg which mkes me more confident abt my decision and this will change me to be a better person and better life.. thanks to d owner of that blog.. u hve a woman power.. YEAH..i support u..

guess what ??

I HAD SUCCESSFULLY FORGET HIM !!! YAHUUUU.. I AM SOOO HAPPY

i prefer this life LOL.

no pain, heartbroken, stress and depressed.. i cn use this precious time with someone who i loved so much and tke cre of me since i was a baby. nearly 19 yrs they took care of me, feed me and pour with a lots of love, care and concern.. thanks to my beloved parents and sister who helped me all this while, give motivation, advice when i am feel down.. LOVE U ALOT..MUACKZ

i just wanna express myself HAHA!!

ok readers

till here then

toodles :)

2010-03-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to lavendar to meet yumie.. accompany her to do her changing of pic.. after that meet radin at bugis..ate lunch at BK after that went to bugis street (forget d name), then iluma bugis after that bugis junction till 6.30pm.. yumie and i went hme together as for radin, she met her friend.. so sad that i went hme alone but nvm understandable. reach ys ard 7.10 i think and met my sis at ys. went hme together and ate ice-cream. reach doorstep, went to my aunt hse to send muffin..after that hme sweet hme..

2010-03-12T09:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday

1 whole day in skool..

10 mins late for my exam.. i was like WTH!

seriously if that apek let us to board the bus, i would not late sia.. aiyo..testing my patient.. reach skool, i straight away ran as fast as i could..woah damn tired sia.. after exam, HIP HIP HOORAY..HIP HIP HOORAY.. EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WUUUUUUUUUUHUUUU..

kk stop that bloody crap hahakz.. continue....

after exam, accompany yumie to eat at cafe 1 and then went to d library to do my job.

i was totally shocked that i did my duty frm 10+ till 8.10pm.. hardwrkg girl mah.. haha

reach to tamp wait for another bus as d queue was very damn long n suddenly i saw my old mates.. her name is nurkhenah.. is her name correct ?? sorie for that.. we talk, chit chat.. long story man.. board the bus, sleep lor.. very tired..

reach ys we go separate ways and then hme sweet hme..

okae readers..

tooddles.. :)

2010-03-10T16:07:00.003+08:00

tdy is wed and just nw at 11pm i sat IAC EXAM..
oh my god.. d paper was damn tough and i was so gundu that d first qns i done was totally wrong..
alamak.. i waste 45 mins on that and end up, i did a mistake.. luckily i realised that i made a mistake. tnk god.. i need to re-do again and at that time, i was like giving up but i told myself that 'do not gve up.. u cn do it' so i try to keep it calm and hold my tears.. felt like wanna cry bcs i took an hour to complete d qns.. left 3 more to go and remaining time was abt 2 n half hour ?? thinking i couldnt make it but in d end, i am able to finish it even though i knw my ans is wrong.. nt enough time to do correction and check d ans..
nw its time for me to pray n hope i pass d exam..

YEAY TMRW IS MY LAST PAPER THEN ENJOY !!! WUUUHUUU.. CANT WAIT.. cn rest my mind..

2010-03-09T07:52:00.005+08:00

nw i realised he totally change and i think d old him is not exist anymore.
kluh wateva it is, i am happy with my own life..

frm now onwards, i try my best to build my own life with skool, family and frenz..
i just had enough with all d nonsense, d pain that i felt and cries just bcs of this crap. d pain makes my life ruin and it was a disaster and i waste a lot of tears. i was almost gve up in anythg that i love to do.. that time i was totally stupid. nw i realized that i fail in love..i gve up with d love crap thing and i want to start a new life without loving someone special.. treat everybody as a fren.. i knw its very hard to forget smeone special n i knw that slowly i cn forget him..

i want my old me bck.. really miss her a lot..

2010-03-08T15:22:00.003+08:00

tdy is Monday and i just sat my Writing For Business (WFB) subj.. hmm overall d exam is 50:50..

d paper starts at 8.30
reach skool 8.30 sharp
reach to d indoor sports hall 8.33..
i and radin ran to d staircase..
first time i late for my major exam..
haiz.. nvm is okae..at least i am able to do d exam..

wed and thurs is my exam..
after that "STRESS GONE"
yahuuuu :)
cant wait for that moment..

2010-03-07T10:04:00.004+08:00

updates..

yesterday meet radin and mas to amk library to study for exam.. study till 2.30pm and went for lunch at banquet.. after that we walk2 for awhile then went to amk library again to continue our study.. i study iac, radin study sve as for mas, she studied bfs. study till 6pm, then we went hme in a separate way. mas took train while i and radin took bus to ys.

reach ys, we went to the pasar malam nearby and we bought TAKOYAKI.. wuuuhuuu.. find a place to seat and ate takoyaki.. after ate, lepak for awhile.. radin wanna buy drinks so i accompany her. suddenly......

i saw rahmat and brian lepak under one of d block. i was totally shocked and speechless.. my heart stops for awhile and i cn feel d pain.. ouch!.. suprised and did not expect mah.. luckily it stops for awhile.. if not, i say gdbye to all.. as radin went buy drinks near to where i saw them lepak, i sat there for awhile and talk to them.. long time no see mah.. thinking wanna talk more but at that time it was late night so i decided to go hme.. after accompany her to d bus stop till bus came, i went hme straight.. it was soo tired..

HAHA okae then..till here..
wanna study for my WFB exam.. tmrw my exam start man.. oh gosh..

2010-03-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

hie readers..
okae let see..
updates for tdy

currently in d skool library online for awhile after that study lor..if lazy do library thing..if too lazy then go hme lor..

yesterday i felt glad that radin was so happy that she received a thing that i created..
HAHA!! ok haiz..

thats all i wanna say..

toodles :)

2010-03-03T11:10:00.003+08:00

currently in MLC online for awhile..after that go makan at Cafeteria 2..after that go library to study for a short while..

haiz i thought tdy i cn go bck with radin and end up i go bck on my own. so sad.. i thought aftr skool, went bck hme together and gve her smethg that i hope she likes it but in d end my thought was not fulfilled.. haiz nvm what to do.. she wanna meet her old frenz so is okae..understandable..i knew she miss her old frenz HAHA..no worrie. its okae.. there will be another day..in fact everyday wkday i see her..LOL

hmm d time passed very fast and nxt wk is my EXAM.. WOW..

ok lor..till here is my updates..
will update again
toodles :)

2010-03-01T07:29:00.003+08:00

gd morning bloggie

currently at hme nw waiting for the time strike 745 am.. shocking news is there's no lecture for us. actually there is but no attendance taking and IT IS SELF-REVISION.. while waiting, blog for awhile and see any updates for 4t2 outing and study at the same time...

kluh wateva anw..
d days that is past
let it be passed
and
just forget abt it..
look forward and continue my journey.
DONT EVER EVER EVER REGRET..
there are so many things that i cn do and achieve it..
caiyo :)

nxt wk is my MAAJJOOR EXXAMM !!
WOOOOHOOOO
SO FAST MAN

i just cant believe it with my own eyes..

2010-02-28T15:34:00.003+08:00

woahh.. i am so terrible.. nxt wk is my major exam and i still cn play games.. am i slack?? worried worried but nvr study.. OMG.. my brain is totally restless rite nw. if i look at d bks also, what i study cannot go into my brain..

i scared and worried that d exam will be difficult and i cannot do it.

ya allah,
help me please
plz wake me up before its too late

2010-02-28T11:09:00.005+08:00

TDY TASK:

EAT

SLEEP

WATCH TV

STUDY FOR EXAM

waktu bergulir lambat

merantai langkah perjalanan kita

berjuta cerita terukir dalam

menjadi sebuah dilema

mengertikah engkau

perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis

tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing

cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam

tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

reff:

aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu

dan tlah ku berikan seluruh hatiku

tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tk mengerti yang terjadi

apa salah dan kurang ku padamu

kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan

karna skali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing

cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam

tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

repeat reff

LOVE THIS SONG. IT IS SO MEANIGNFUL. IF U WANT TO KNW, THIS SONG IS WHAT IM FACING RITE NW

2010-02-27T12:25:00.002+08:00

Cinta adalah sesuatu yang didambakan oleh manusia.

Cinta yang murni berlandaskan ajaran agama membawa manusia ke arah kebahagiaan.

Cinta yang nafsu pun boleh membawa manusia ke lorong kehancuran.

Namun cinta yang datang itu adalah anugerah Ilahi yang menguji keimanan manusia.

2010-02-27T12:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday irene and i were the first time conduct a meeting with all librarians. i thought i able to manage it but in the end i can't. it was totally a disaster, nightmare and worst meeting i ever faced. it was out of control that i couldn't manage it by myself. d presentation took 25 mins i think and there was a lot of time but i don't knw what to do with them.. cut short after we used our contigency plan, at least it works even though some of the member did not co operate with us. supposingly celebrate with feb babies must be at 4 latest 430 pm. strike 4+, we then celebrate and i thought there were no problem cme but there's another prblm. there's no drink for them. i was like OMG.. worst nightmare ever. actually there's a drink in the cupboard but Daniel didn't manage to get the key as we don't know where's the key. so poor that they use plastic bowl to drink..

hpefully for d next mtg will be a cherish meeting.

2010-02-25T12:21:00.003+08:00

currently at WFB lesson at computer lab.. as usual cme skool straight go to library to do my duty. 2 wks more to EXAM man.. ohh myy goodness.. it was sooo damn fast.. do u think i able to memorise all d units in BFS textbk for 1 wk?? oh gosh.. im stresss man... urghh.. ok wateva it is, i must keep calm and hopefully d exam is easy and i able to memorise everthg in 2 wks.. amin..

my brain is mess with IAC of all d topics that i learnt and i was totally FORGOT how to do for d previous unit.. OMG.. hw man?? hw ?? hw ??

aiyo.. don knw leh.. im confused and what im doing nw is i am not me right nw.. my body is at the real world but my brain is at LALA land.. wake up qilah!!! wake up!!!!..

exam is cmg and u still dreaming.. aiyo..

2010-02-24T19:44:00.003+08:00

currently busy with my skool and preparation for my EXAM

BUSY WITH MY:

EXAM

LIBRARY

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY

anythg just beep me oritez.. :)

toodles (",)

2010-02-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

in d morning go skool till afternoon and luckily my sw teacher was soo gd that he let us went off earlier.mark attendance and went off. took bus 31 to tamp and took 969 to ys while radin board at wdland. through d whole journey, we talk alot.. gt topic to talk mah.. so we talk talk and talk till reach ys..
at night, online for awhile if there is any update..
i also dont knw why..d moment i see d update abt our mates gatherinG, i was nt in a mood to study. i was soo STUPID that i say to everyone that "our outing is cancel".. haiya.. why i was so so so stupid at that time?? if i cn turn bck d clock, i will correct my mistake. supposingly is postponed.. aiyo don knw la.. hw am i going to face to all my mates just bcs of this minor mistakes that i had done..

HOPEFULLY THEY ARE NOT ANGRY WITH ME :)

to my dear mates
i would like to apologise if there is any mistake which i had done and hurt ur feeling..

I AM SO SORRY

2010-02-20T17:14:00.002+08:00

tdy in d afternoon my family and i went to sembawang shopping centre to buy things. after that went to NP to buy my sis things.. after that went hme.. rest and take a bite.. after that online and discuss with irene abt this cmg fri mtg..
EXAM IS COMING ABT 2 WKS.. wow.. that was soooo FAST..
hmm kluh.. ntg to say much..

will update again
toodles :)

2010-02-18T18:30:00.004+08:00

im speechless

no words to say

sad and dissapointed

my heart breaks into pieces

dont wanna say anymore

whatever

don't push ur relationship with a person too hard. if it is meant to be then it will happen.

ya allah.. please help me to forget him..i cant stand it anymore.as d days pass by, my mind is always thinking of him and i really2 miss him. missing him is killing me.. please help me for my own good.. d more i try to forget him, d more he appears in my mind.

to my dear aqilah,

u can forget him. u must try.

i knw u cn forgt him.

EXAM IS COMING LA DEH..

CONCENTRATE LAR.. AIYO

PPLE GO SKOOL TO STUDY NOT LOVE2

HAIYA U AR

WANNA SMACK IS IT??

WHERE IS UR OLD U??

I WANT UR OLD U WHICH U HAD SUCCESS

MAINTAIN UR SUCCESS BEB

I KNW U ARE CLEVER BUT DONT BCS OF THIS, IT AFFECT UR STUDIES..

U HAVE FRENZ AND FAMILY HERE

THEY WILL ALWAYS TAKE CARE AND LOVE YOU

ALLAH ALWAYS LOVE U

THERE'S NO REASON FOR U TO SAY "NOBODY LOVES U"

D WORD "LOVE"

IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT SHOULD NEED SOMEONE SPECIAL TO SAY

"I LOVE U"

FAMILY AND FRENZ ALSO SAY LIKE THAT WHAT..

THINK POSTIVE KAE..

ONE DAY SOMEONE THAT U WANT WILL STAND RIGHT INFRONT OF U

AS WHAT THE PREVIOUS QUOTE SAY:

"IF IT IS MEANT TO BE, IT WILL HAPPEN"

2010-02-18T12:17:00.002+08:00

currently in skool having WFB class in comp lab..in d morning reach skool went to d library to do my duty..after check d bkdrop and all those stuff, nothing to do went to the discovery room to wrap bks.. sat in d room alone wrapping bks and arrange it.. when i enter d room, it was so quiet.. alot of sweet memories in that room that i cn still remember. d precious moment which i will not forget was when we all gather in d room, sat and wrap bks together.. make jokes, laugh here laugh there. during skool holiday, we went to d library together, help each other and spend most of the time in d library. d sweetest memory was when jacq and cai feng gve me a bdae suprise.. i was so touched with present that they gave me.. when i miss them i read a bdae letter frm them.. my heart is crying.. aww..

kk wateva it is, i must learn to be independent..

ok lor till here then..
toodles :)

once in a while be emo and express myself.. haha

2010-02-17T19:00:00.003+08:00

tdy go skool after that go bck hme.. saw ariff and yuz in skool so we chit chat for awhile.. took bus hme skali saw d 2 of them took tke d same bus as me.. board d bus at d same stop and they suggest to me to follow them walk ard n chit chat while waiting for my sis to reach ys. as we tke escalator to go mcD, we saw Laila.. it was so suprising as we didn't saw each other for almost 2 yrs and 2 months.. wow.. that was soo long.. hmm as d days past by, she look more prettier haha.. kk cut short.. after chit chat, stand outside mcD as they waiting for their frenz.. abt 30 mins later, i say bye2 to them and met my sis outside cold storage just to buy Pocari Sweat drink. after that went hme and guess what??
my mom baked muffin..hmmmm frm outside my sis and i can smell d delicias muffin.. OMG.. i straight away taste d muffin.. cannot tahan already and i felt hungry that time so what am i waiting for ?? mkn uh.. aiya.. hahaha..

anw latest update, tdy outing with my sec frenz was cancelled as we hve less than 10 pple cme.. boring sia.. only less people cme.. as when im in skool, i saw ariff, so he decide to re-organize d event.. hope this cmg event will be a success one and Hopefully everybody cn mke it and hve fun.. Amin..

ok lor till here then.
toodles

the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside u

and

yet u knw u cn nvr hve them

2010-02-16T13:04:00.005+08:00

tdy im all alone in d hse.. study iac, check fcebk is there any updates for d outing..

love this song : tuhan tolong

chorus: "oh tuhan tolong lah aku. jangan lah kau biarkan diriku. jatuh cinta kepadanya. stlah andai itu terjadi, akan ada hati yang terluka. tuhan tolong diriku."

dlm hidup ini kita tk perlu terlalu menhgarapkan apa apa pn dr sesiapa. kalau perkara itu memang sudah tertulis buat diri kita, kita harus menerimanya dgn tenang dn memulakan penghidupan yg baru. walaupun smua yg tlah berlaku itu amat sukar dn berat sekali

FINAL EXAM IS COMING.. OHHH NOO!! I HAVENT PREPARE ANYTHG.. IT WAS SOOOO FAST..

2010-02-15T18:34:00.002+08:00

tdy meet up with yumie at tampines interchange to tke pic of her project.. went to the century square mall find a place to sit as well as tke pic of her project.. at last we found d place which is really suitable and comfortable to sit as there was a sofa and table provided near customer service. the mall was so quiet.. woohooo.. apa lagi.. relek as we wish uh.. sing a song, cn do what we want.. COOL.. after took d pic, we went to the mcD ate ice-cream. i buy vanilla cone which cost $0.70 as yumie, she bought sundae and apple pie.. after eat and chit chat, we decided to lepak for awhile at Tamp 1.. walk around, leg condemned ready, we went hme lor..
we go separate ways.. i took bus as she took train. reach doorstep, rest for awhile, eat lunch then perform my prayers. after that email d pic to yumie that i took just nw..

till here then..
toodles :)

2010-02-14T13:46:00.003+08:00

yesterday evening met radin at BB interchange, took bus and went to her house to bake brownie cake for special occasion which is quite meaningful for my beloved fren here.. we helped each other to bake a cake and in the end, the cake was really attempting.. IT WAS SOOOO DELICIAS. glad to hear positive comment frm her family members.. tnks HAHA..
GD JOB for both of us.. WE HAD SUCCESSFULLY MADE A DELICIAS CAKE..
will not forgt d precious memories that we had spent time yesterday.. it was totally FUN, EXCITING, NO REGRET, STILL GT TIME TO MAKE JOKES HAHAHAHA..
d time that i wont forget was d preparation to make a cake..
kecoh beb hahakz..

overall, i would like to say GREAT JOB even though it was d first time we had done this together @ NIGHT !! HAHA..

ok lor till here then.. ALAMAK.. forget to tke pic frm her.. aiyo..

2010-02-13T13:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday after skool, i had exco mtg in d lib.. d mtg was very IMPORTANT.. during d mtg, we need to start fresh. sme of them, d position was same but sme of them, they nd to change including me.. OMG.. it seems i hve to try first bcme a leader. it sounds cool but d task and responsibilty are heavy for me and im afraid that i didnt manage to handle.. after d mtg, we helped each other to wrap bks. in d evening, i met my mom and my sis at banquet that was located at NP.. we ate dinner there, went popular to buy stationery after that went hme..

2010-02-13T12:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday after skool went to d lib mtg which is very IMPORTANT.. during d mtg, mgr talk to us after that its time to vote for d nxt chairperson and d result is ME.. they chose me. OMG.. anw tnx everyone for d vote..appreciate it alot. i just gve it a try

2010-02-12T21:52:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY

after skool, i and radin went to sheng siong at wdland to buy ingredients n we need to go to the red man at amk as d ingredient n things that we need are not enough. took train to amk, walk2 at last reach d shop. finally d ingredient we need was bought. yesterday we mke a lot of jokes, laugh here laugh there n we talk alot HAHA..

INGREDIENTS AND EQUIPMENT THAT WE HAD BOUGHT

2010-02-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY

after school go bugis with radin. i'm finding shirts as for her, she's finding a dress. it was sooo complicated n confusing on the shirts/dress which are suitable for us. after 3 hrs at bugis, rounding to the same shop and i don't knw hw many times we passed the shops..at last we saw a shop that sold shirts which i wanna buy n i bought it. as for radin, we stop another shop n she bought her dress. after bought our things, felt hungry and we ate at LJS.. full oready then go hme lor.. d next day skool mah.. TIRING ..

TODAY

tdy nothing much.. go skool then go hme.. tired..wanna rest. trmw nd to go shopping with radin..wanna buy food..wuhhuu..cant wait..

till here then..will update again..

2010-02-07T10:29:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY

Went to d handicapped place where other students (which i don't really knw them), my frenz and i do activity that is called DINING IN THE DARK. actually this activity is for us to knw hw the blind people felt when they can't see anything. so this is my opportunity to try and feel hw it was like. cut short

arrive at the building, the person in charge cme and brief us what to do during the activity and etc. when i enter d darkest room which i myself can't see, i felt like i was not in this world..u know what i mean.

OVERALL

fun

exciting

enjoyable

learn new experience

wanna do that activity again (free mkn mah haha.who want to reject LOL)

NO REGRET

at night, went out to NP with my mom and my sis to buy things and ate dinner at mcD.

2010-02-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

tdy went to skool in d morning study iac after that sve then wfb..after skool go mkn then go lib to practice roleplay for an hour.. after that i need to go to d library course that was conducted in d skool lib.. d session was from 2pm to 5pm..

at first was quite bored after that ard in d evening, we need to design a poster which was i like d most.. i love that part.. INTERESTING AND FUN..

woah my frenz was so noisy like at d market haha but their noise entertain us.. COOL!!

we need to separate into 2 groups..

group 1

jacqueline

ivonne

irene

nabilla

group 2

cai feng

nata

boon siong

joelle

after that we need to present a bit, took photo and place at d new arrival books..

finish product that was done by my group

NICE??

haha ok lor till here then ..very tired.. tmrw is dining in d dark.. YAHHUUU.. can't wait..

2010-02-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

dear to all my beloved frenz

im aqilah will like to say that I LOVE U ALL.. i really2 appreciate the friendship and precious moment during school times that we had together.

i will not forget the memories during school time with tears and laughter.

you all are always in my heart.

Muackzz..

anything just text me oritez..

2010-02-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

tdy in d morning go skool till afternoon.after skool stay bck till evening as i need to see mr ong for d advice abt d exemption and also practice roleplay with yumie. for ca2.radin follow us as she gt ntg to do.. tnk u sooo much radin for waiting us hahakz..
after that took bus 31 to tamp then 969.. walk walk walk walk reach doorstep and say "assalamualaikum".. sat dwn rest for awhile, eat n watch tv..da da di du di da perform my prayers then go to sleep..

gdnite :)

2010-02-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

updates for tdy..

tdy in d morning go skool but late for 1 and half hour..study iac for just 20 mins haha.. enter d room sat on the chair and found out new shocking story.. my fren, mas says that "for those progression student who already took CRN (customer relation) and had grade A, no need to do SVE" i was like WTH, this teacher..hmm but he said that he knew this matter tdy so understandable..
this is d last CA which CA2 and i was knew that i no need to tke SVE.. aiya nvm.. cn learn mah.. don be LAZY BUM hahakz.. d journey and sacrifice which i and yumie had done was a great moment. through our efforts, we are able to communicate and jokes ard.. NO REGRET..
after wfb lesson then go to tamp central accompany radin to buy her things then go mc donald ate ice cream after that go hme..

ok lor till here then..
will update again..
toodles..

tdy onwards, i want to be HAPPY.. i don care abt him anymore..
waste my tears and tired of living like this..
thank u so much my dearest buddy, my frenz and my lovely sister that always cheer me up.. :)
LOVE U ALL..Muackkzz

2010-02-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

hie..

updates for tdy

went skool in d morning till in the evening after that went to tampines mall ate at Long John Silver with radin.. Cool!! HAHA.. after that go home..

reach home do SVE cA2 SCRIPT and that was a very tight as tmrw i need Mr Ong to look through my script before practice for our roleplay..

i and yumie was stress out.. OMG.. left 5 days before d actual roleplay..

fri and sat im not free.. so left wed and thurs..

hope gt enough time to practice.. im so worried...

haiz..

ok lor till here then..

gonna finish this script soon...

will update again

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tnx for hurting me all this while.. really appreciate it alot

2010-01-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

Fri
hve a meeting with a library

Sat
do sve ca2 script

Sun
do minutes of mtg as well as re-write d script

sorie to say i really2 hve no mood to blog right nw..
don worry will update again..
toodles :)

2010-01-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

hie hie hie.. ok let see..

tdy go skool till afternoon after that went to causeway point with radin as she want to buy things so i accompany her.. hang out @ causeway till evening after that go hme..
reach hme eat, rest, watch tv, perform my prayers.. at night study IAC as tmrw is my CA2, online for awhile after that sleep...

gdnite everyone..
quite tiring this few days..
haiz..
nxt wk is d last wk for me to hve d script done and practice for roleplay.. oh mannn...shortage of time.. hope cn get this done soon..

2010-01-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

tdy skool as usual but i and radin cme late haha.. enter d class with a smile on our faces pretend like nothing happen haha..sat on d chair and start study till afternoon.. end class and hve to wait for 2 hours as we had our SVE CA3 exam.. while waiting, my frenz and i suggest to go to d library to have quick revise before exam start. sat on d chair, study and memorising.. OMG my brain wanna get burst very soon.. at last Sve exam had past nw gonna prepare for my IAC ca2 exam that will be hold this fri.. oh noo.. d time past very fast..

january is gonna end and is like i felt that i was just started skool.

2010-01-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

hey all
updates for tdy

in d morning go skool yada yada till in d afternoon.. in the afternoon, i hve SW (sports and wellness)..it is so called like PE in sec sch.. during SW lesson, we played CAPTAIN BALL.. it was TOTALLY FUN.. i can't stop laughing with my friends that make jokes.. laugh here laugh there, run here run there OMG it was totally tiring.. overall i LOVE this game very much.. after that, go home.. took bus with radin to tamp then stop at 7-11 shop to buy bread as for radin she bought her apple drink.. while waiting for bus, i ate d bread as i was damn hungry after d fitness haha while she drank her apple drink..at last d bus came and we board d bus..a few mins later, we slept in d bus..after a long journey, we reach to ys and i alight d bus first..reach my doorstep, knock d door and say 'assalamualaikum', my mom open d door..sat on the sofa eat, rest, play comp for awhile and do my prayers.. after that, go to sleep..

gdnite everybody :)

OOHH NOOO!! tmrw is SVE CA3.. i hope tmrw exam is easy.. AMIN

2010-01-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

tdy is sunday.. nothing much..
as usual eat, watch tv, perform my prayers and play comp.. d best things is tdy my mom and i baked d banana cupcake.. FUN AND INTERESTING.. COOL!! is like i wanna do that again haha..
before we started, we prepare d ingredients and equipments. all of a sudden, my mom checked that d flour is not enough. so i went to d market to buy flour. reach hme then we get started. da da di du di da, its time to bake.after baked, i taste d cupcake and OMG it was SOOOOOO SUPER DELICIOUS.. WOW!! gd job haha

BANANA CUPCAKE THAT WAS ALREADY MADE
hmmm yummy

EXAM SCHEDULE

Tues - SVE CA3
Fri - IAC CA2
nxt nxt wk i don when is SVE CA2 which is another roleplay and it is abt selling of product..
this wk and nxt wk is EXAM WEEK.. d preparation is soo short.. gonna discuss d script with yumie ASAP..

2010-01-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

hei..
tdy is sat.. 1 whole day i was resting at hme. eat, watch tv, chit chat with my mom and my sis, study sve, perform my prayers, sleep and play comp.. nothing else.. quite bored.. nothing much to say..
after perform magrib prayers, sat down with my family berzikir.. when i was berzikir, i remember d moments that we had together happy sms ing, smile here smile there alone like crazy person.. cn say d happiness that i really wanted was not last.. it appears last yr but nw i think it does not exist anymore.. quite sad..
mybe it is a test frm allah?? hmm..
i just go with d flow.. i dont want to stress abt this.. exam is cmg so it is better for me to prepare myself for my exam.. i dont want bcs of this my study will be affected..
i dont want to be sad2 anymore.. i want to be happy like others.. i hve my family and my friends that are always by my side.. tnx everyone.. my best buddy always cheer me up and gve some advice..tnx buddy.. U ARE D BEST!! she gve this advice that i always remember " dont find happiness..let happiness find u".. nw what i am finding nw is my old me that are always happy with her life and no regret of who i am. i am grateful of what i hve and what ALLAH gve..

whenever i feel dwn, i remember this sentence:
Jikalau org tk suka tk apa, tuhan masih menyayangi mu.. ( if smeone dont like u, its ok. allah still loves u )

so ya.. till here then..
toodles :)

everytime i perform my prayers, i always ask allah where is d old him that always mke my day bright??
why d happiness that i wanted was not last?? till nw i didn't get d ans..
mybe i hve to be more patient and always berdoa..
i knw that one day i will get d ans..

2010-01-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

hie..im bck..

hmm let see for tdy..

go sch in the afternoon just for 1 hr lesson just to hand in my CA2 report that is so called a waste of time but luckily after sch i hve an orientation for new students who wanna join library.. tiring but FUN.. laugh here laugh there like CRAZY people haha.. that is the BEST orientation ever.. hve a meeting at 1.30pm to vote who will be d next chairperson..
i don't really knw who will be d next chairperson but my fren said that most of d exco members vote me to bcme d chairperson..

I feel glad, happy and really appreaciate for those who vote me to bcme d next chairperson..tnx my frenz.. U R D BEST!! think twice, i scared i can't handle it.. hmm nvm, i just go with d flow.. can learn mah, correct or nt?? :)

kk after d mtg is d orientation..it starts @ 2.30pm to 4.30pm..tnx my fren for helping me to explain that i really can't explain haha..nervous mah heh...after the orientation, help my library frenz to wrap bks.. it was alot of bks. i think it was abt 4 box of bks.. each box contain ard 10-15 bks.. walau weh.. so manny..haiz.. nvm whateva it is, i like wrapping.. so fun and cn release stress.. just look at d bk, stare at d bk and read it if bored hahakz.. wrap wrap wrap till 6pm...

DAMN TIRED!!!!!

after that, arrange d equipment in order then went up to get our bags and hear d lecture of * smeone*..quite bored.. went out to d library at 6.30pm reach tamp ard 7pm waiting for d bus 15 mins and d destination took 30 mins Reach my doorstep at 730pm.. rest and mkn, so damn hungry..

BURRP!! excuse me.. haha so FULL.. at last gt energy to do my prayers..

ok lor..till here then

will update again

Always smile to mke our day bright

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

u mke me happy when skies are grey

u nvr knw dear hw much i love u

pls don tke my sunshine away

2010-01-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

heiyoooooooo..
updates for tdy..

as usual in d morning go skool till afternoon then go hme..took bus frm tamp to wdland then took bus again to ys.. walk walk reach my doorstep, knock d door and say "assalamualaikum"..
when i reach hme, my mom baked muffin. OMG.. that was SUPERR yummy...
at night perform prayers, eat dinner then do my last minute WFB REPORT CA2 .... oohhh damn..need to finish it by tonight..

>>>> E X A M I S C O M I N G <<<<

WE REALLY2 HAVE NO TIME TO JOKE AROUND THIS FEW WEEKS.. CANNOT WASTE TIME

EVERY HOUR, MINUTE AND SECOND IS REALLY PRECIOUS

AND

IF GONNA MISS A MINUTE IS LIKE MISS A DAY= 24 HRS

TILL HERE THEN..WANNA FINISH MY REPORT..

WILL UPDATE AGAIN..

where is my sunshine that always brightened up my day ??

2010-01-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

hello everybody

U P D A T E S FOR T O D A Y

in the morning when i was about to go to the bus stop to go skool, i was at the traffic light standing waiting to cross the road..suddenly there was a minor accident in the middle of the road where there was a small van hit a car..OMG i was really shocked that i can't believe in my own eyes.. kk..

whateva it is the best part i reach sch early.. WOW!! so proud of myself haha. reach class waiting for everybody to cme.. while waiting, do iac to practice lor.. after a while, mr leang taught and guide at the same time.. all of a sudden, mr leang says that SVE CA3 is postpone to NEXT WEEK.. YAHHUUU..!! my mates are all VEERRYYY HAPPYYY... at least got time to study mah..

kae kae..gt lesson till in the afternoon after that CLASS DISMISS..

after sch, go pasar malam (night market) @ Pasir Ris with Radin just to buy TAKOYAKI.. its been a long time i didnt eat takoyaki.. mm yummy.. after buy, decide to seat and eat but don knw where and at last we ate under the block where there's a seat provided.. seat there eat..COOL!! after eat tke pic lor.. nothing to do mah haha..

after eat, tke pic we went to white sand mall jln2 till in the evening.. tiring sia but enjoyable.. then we took bus to tamp then took bus to ys..

okae..till here then.. damn tired sia tdy..

will update again..toodles

2010-01-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

Hiello..im bck..

hmm let see..

tdy in the morning go skool study 2 subj which is iac and wfb..

tdy iac the lesson was as usual.. when we cme to class, i was shocked to hear that i need to choose my elective module for next term which i didn't think abt it..haiz..anw there's one topic that i totally can't understand from top to bottom..i was like okae..try to figure out what mr leang is teaching..after iac, wfb for 1 hr..woah during that period, i was talking with radin all the time.. when ms eunice called me and ans her qns, i was blur2 at that time..hahaha..lucky i respond on the spot without thinking but my ans is incorrect..nvm..learn mistake nxt time..after that LUNCH TIME!! felt happy as i was SOOO hungry..fuuh..ate buttered rice + garlic bread at a cost of $2.40..my frenz ate breakfast set that i didnt use to eat..after ate jln walk walk jln, go straight to class for another 2 hr of wfb..walau weh..so bored..since we had eaten, felt sleepy but what to do..must have attend class lor..just to get full attendance haha joking.. suprisingly we came first. we sat dwn chit chat with my frenz..waiting waitng waitign and waiting @ last they came.. we did a small group project then do close passage after that HME SWEET HME.. wuhuuu.. :)

bck to ys, go chong pang cc for awhile to print smethg..while waiting, surf net for half an hour lor.. after that go hme..

OOHH NOO...

STRESS CMG BCK..

this thurs, SVE ca3

this fri, need to hand in report WFB CA2

nxt fri, IAC ca2

.........wahhhh........

ok u all...

will update again..

tke cre..

2010-01-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

HEELLOOO EVRYONE..

tdy is my first blogging..so ya..nothing to say abt tdy..

go to skool, go bck hme, mkn and made blog..wow interesting...

first time.. i see many people do blog, i also wanna try haha..